Wednesday, September 2, 2026

From Cre8 Your Life of Joy: forgiveness and destiny

Like when you perpetuate the sensation of Certainty, open to the solutions that await you, to share with others, too, you perpetuate the feeling you are loved. No matter what, the pecadillos and problems you’ve built into such serious effects, wash away in the light of acceptance. It is the focus you give a feeling that defines it. When you love yourself like you would your dearest friend, the motives to harm yourslf with behaviors fall under their true light. Gulit can circumscribe patterns of restriction, but Forgiveness, now, will open your world to benevolent possibilities. Ultimately, the inability to Forgive can tie to a sense of your participation in those matters, for lines you crossed, for things you said and did without realization of the precarious nature. The vibration of you as you live in your best possible life, would be weighed down too much by your focus to not forgive.
Accountability, discernment – yes, those remain in the equation. But we are embracing the liberation of the consciousness, so however long the calling-to-account may take when things are mismanaged or people have behaved in ways that defy the resiliance of someone like myself, who has parted ways with disappointments bringing me down, while I understand, the paths of others, and so ultimately myself, have met violation, privation, and ill-consideration.
To forgive the part of yourself in them that you know to be, cosmically, you, is to acknowledge their part in your story, as cosmic allies who modeled banal behavior and worse in their mundane interactions with, ultimately, you. Your forgiveness is not based on foregoing any mortal sense of wrong and right. It is based on your wish fulfilled, to dance among stars beyond transitive cares. It is because you accept who you are becoming, that you cannot afford the karma, if you will, of feeling that debt is unpaid. Unpaid debt can be equated with scarcity, for it is a concept of Lack. Once you have imagined a future beyond the transgressions of the lower-frequency behaviors, you sever your association of your inner self with those stories that waste your imagination on perpetuating fear and doubt. Your union with Self calls for it, and your peace of mind can never be underrated by comparison to any material circumstance. Time is not the pressure, and you, a pen, hapless to report what the five senses got today, plus ongoing analysis. You're the one that gets a grip, rather than feeling grabbed by a giant hand like an illusion from the villain Mysterio. Once you have your cosmic home, you choose not to leave it, for its rooms are situations, everywhere; it hosts your episodes with the grace and elegance implicit in Time, when it has become the pen and you have become the pressure, to each page of Existence. Time is not the pressure, and you, a hapless pen. If you recognize that state of mind, you will find yourself ever more eager when you are the one who dips the quill, for it is your freedom of expression, the edge where your imagination and all the world to see, meet.

Wednesday, August 12, 2026

Lion's Gate Portal, Music, and the 7th Dimension

Here on the night of Lion’s Gate Portal, I hear our Internet buddy with the great tarot mention, today is about the harvest of communication with the Seventh Dimension.
I arose, relieved, myself a long-time theory: perhaps, on the way to the Nine Dimensions I envisioned in California, I speculated the Seventh Dimension is where we perceive as Music originates.
We have a wonderful character, Tappandalli, since 2001, who is a sentient plant being, capable of taking the form of any plant it can imagine, is from there, and plants grow from a resonance beyond. Perhaps he was from the 6th dimension, and it really doesn’t matter too much, because Tap was my mental construct, and that was the emissary to be depicted in 2-D, 3-D, and Animation. The spreading out of imaginative space, the comfort with a soul star sure in knowledge; this is what multi-dimensional storytelling has always meant to me, and I imagined that which required Perspective and Context, layers to appreciate and question. So storytelling, string theory-inspirations, and quantum audacity. That’s how we make Integr8d Soul.
Music allows songs to be creatively re-imagined and arranged, yet become recognizable to the Self with the gentlest of markers. Sometimes, the tap of a foot, the rap of a hand, or even a whistle. But in the event of human life, there is the older perception of rhythms underlying life and society/ Imagine those are more real than the people themselves. When I would overcome my anxiety at the thought of what I estimated I didn’t know or didn’t have, I would let music be, not a reason for shame, but a skill built with Joy. You begin either with strumming strings, or humming, or a sturdy phrase, which itself often changes by the time it reaches the page
What amazes me is, some tunes apply to the situation, but never make it back to attention. When I am sure of what is said, however, I stay with it, and accept that some weeks later, words and music may change. The end to which songs serve us is consistent, yet shifting over time, in new perceptions.
“Urin Nitro” and “new Angela Dawn” are two great sets of lyrics, inhabiting our A/Pop and folk rock spheres. In one, we use Korean to embody our formation in which our spirits, rise. “new Angela Dawn” starts as its own mediation upon what an ideal day would be like, for us. The verses differ, because there’s really not just one of those days: it might be a performance, it might be a visit home. I continue the vision in “Life’s About,” a song about journeying the world, and other versions of our off-days, together. To make songs about how, with our shared excitement with the audience, we collect the power to have a life where ease and freedom are options, time choices are committed and engaged and relished.
The passage of our desires through the Lion Gate Portal was certain, before we were aware to perceive a door frame. My impatience with the process dissolved when I became sure I would make it through, the intention was not a bridge to nowhere, but, INTO nowhere. The unknown is simply compelling.

Friday, August 7, 2026

Why try Affirmations? Here's a Positive Thought Train of Thought

Here is my 7 minute talk on helping you improve your mood and your way of living and thinking!

Whether you're dealing with an immediate worry, an existential concern, or just feeling bad because you haven't had exercise, say, or want to remove some subject pattern- here's a good set of thoughts meant to challenge you towards Wholeness. I'm a firm believer in the necessity of generating your own Truth, beginning with it singing inside you. What feels right, feels right, unconditionally. Wben you reward your mind with seeds and conditions for those seeds to be forested, the grove of its completion is in your sight. You recognize the end to which you are focused, and it comes to evidence after you are convinced. The soil accepts the seed before the trunk rises to light. See more about the way of life we're painting for ourselves at integr8dsoul.com is a passage to everywhere that's Integr8d Soul online. And Smashwords is a portal to me books, under Cecil Disharoon.
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